for kc

I'M SORRY. these words are what my life is made from. i cant help it. i know people are supposed to make mistakes, but they are also supposed to learn from those mistakes. i guess i fail there. there have been too many instances in my life where "I'm sorry" just helped my life go on for another good month or two but after awhile even i get sick of myself. this might sound random and rant-full, cause it is. K, baby, after last night i could help but smile and enjoy the thoughts of you and i. untill i fucked up. now all i can think about is you staying up late for a dumb ass who doesn't have a shred of common sense or punctuality for the one he says he loves. i need to change that, i want to become something who is valued for their trust and honesty not just jokes and good times. if this sounds serious, good cause im trying, trying to be a better person for you.